PUB 12/17/2004: Finally but Unhappy :-(

Today is 17th Dec. Bonus day!!!
My richest day in 2004.

This morning my friend duchess told me that bonus was in.
Oh so so happy. I can't wait till the bonus slip come. So I went to check at the ATM.
What I saw next at the ATM's monitor was so unreal, unbelievable, unnecessary. Something inside me died. How could it be that amount. Was worst than last year. Not the amount but the prorate.
Even looking at the bonus slip were no use anymore.

I could not survive with that amount. Most of my hopes gone. No LOTR DVDs which amount to about RM1.2k, no Beyond concert, no Genting, no bookshelf. ARGHHH